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MY STORY
It’s kind of a long story…but basically, I
chose Milligan for the beauty and greenery of East TN and for softball
(Milligan has a great team!), but God had other reasons for bringing me
here. But here’s the kicker: I don’t play softball here. I was signed on
with a scholarship, but then I got reinjured on graduation night from high
school. Over the summer it became evident that my knee would never heal
enough for me to play softball competitively again. So then I decided I
wouldn’t be coming to Milligan in the fall, that I would take time off and
do a missions internship. Really, I just wanted to get away from having to
go to school and not be an athlete. The internship opportunity fell through
just two days before freshmen were supposed to report to Milligan, so I
called and got back into school and packed all of my things and came because
it seemed like my only option at that point. So I was reluctant…but then I
met lots of new people and began classes and slowly was able to find a new
identity of which sports wasn’t the most important part. I can’t change the
fact that sports were the point of my life pretty much from childhood
through high school, but Milligan has helped me find identity in Christ and
his Kingdom and in contributing to that kingdom using gifts I have
discovered and refined during my time here.
1.
My Milligan experience.
It has been an experience of change and of
shaping, of discovering God, myself, and others. Milligan has been a guide
to me academically but also spiritually. I came to Milligan with the
conviction that I was called into missions, and my belief in my calling
hasn’t changed, but my path to fulfilling it has. I was originally an
English education major but then fell in love with sociology. So now I study
sociology mostly, and some Bible, and I have no idea what I will do with it
on the missions field, but one lesson I’ve gained at Milligan is that
calling doesn’t have to mean you know exactly where you’re going—it’s more
important to lead a Christ-like life of service in the present then to be
caught up in the questions of the future. So I’m content with life as a
senior at Milligan, excited for all of the possibilities of my future, and
confident that whatever may come, God is in control and Milligan has
prepared me to face any challenges life may throw my way.
2.
How I learned about Milligan.
I did not initially consider Milligan as a
college option. I applied to four different schools, then picked one, then
visited it and hated it. So then I had a problem: it was getting late in my
senior year of high school and I had just decided that I didn’t want to go
to my number one school. So I had a meeting with the pastor of my home
church in Kentucky, and he directed me to Milligan. He had been a student at
Emmanuel and was familiar with the area and the schools and thought it would
be a good fit for me. He was right, and I am glad I trusted his advice!
4.
Scholarships.
It is hard financially for me to be here. If
I didn’t have the scholarships I have, it would be impossible I’m sure. I am
blessed to have an academic scholarship, Institute for Servant Leadership
money, and my church in Kentucky also supports me. Besides that, I received
a memorial scholarship my junior year for Ziggy Howey. Each year I have
about 10-11,000 dollars in scholarship money, most of it coming from
Milligan alumni and friends. God bless them, because Milligan has certainly
blessed me! And I hope with my experiences here I can go out into the world
and be a blessing to others, so money and support given to Milligan, and
thus to me, really reaches far beyond the campus and my four years here.
5.
God's calling for
me.
Since my junior year of high school I have
felt called into missions. As I have grown and matured in my faith (largely
because of Milligan and some travel experiences I have had) I have come to
see missions as basically loving God’s people and introducing them to the
love of Christ. I think all Christians have this mission in common. I feel
called to do this in a cross-cultural setting, so I will likely work in
another country. I don’t have all of the specifics worked out. I feel like
God points us in a general direction and opens doors for us along the way.
Right now, I’m not sure which doors he will choose to open for me in the
future, but I am excited about the possibilities!
6.
Unique experiences.
Because of my involvement at Milligan I have
had the opportunity to do some amazing things: I have studied abroad in
France and Uganda and found places to be active in the Johnson City
community as well. One thing in particular I have done is to work with the
Carver Recreation Center in downtown JC. This is a center that is right near
the housing projects and serves the lower-income residents of the area.
Specifically, it runs an after-school program to get kids off of the streets
and encourage them to succeed in life. I have been tutoring in the
after-school program since my freshman year at Milligan. I happened upon it
accidentally through the required three hour service projects of the College
and Calling Class—I put in my three hours and then just kept going.
I have built friendships with the faculty
and staff and had the opportunity to help many kids with their homework. My
junior year at Milligan I led an ISL/Goah service project where we worked on
improving the library at Carver (by holding a book drive and organizing the
books) and bringing Milligan students into Carver to help kids learn to
read. Through my tutoring experience at Carver I realized many of the kids
cannot read at the standard level for their age—because of their economic,
family, and sometimes racial status, they are often left behind in school.
This broke my heart. I did not want to see these kids stuck in the cycle of
poverty that society thrusts them into—I wanted to see them break out of it
and succeed in transforming their lives and the lives of people around them.
Education is the way these kids can succeed in life, and reading is the
first step of education. All other subjects are founded on a child’s ability
to read: to read text books, to read directions, to read questions on a
test, and from this reading ability, to begin to write answers and ideas.
The service project did not accomplish a perfectly organized library or a
flawless reading program—but what it did accomplish is the establishment of
what I hope will be a permanent relationship between Carver and Milligan
students and a group of Milligan students that shares my passions for these
kids and their community. I think as a Christian institution Milligan is
obligated by the love and ministry of Christ to reach out to its neighbors,
and Carver is literally right down the road.
7.
The future.
I plan to use my Milligan education to live
a better life—a life that is meaningful to God’s kingdom, that shows a
commitment to Christian values and loving God’s people. I know it sounds
cheesy, but I really want to help make the world a better place, to spread
love and peace wherever I am, and Milligan has helped give me the spiritual
and academic education I need to do this in an impacting way.
8.
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